Time Out!

I met a friend for lunch who's recently had a baby, he's the cutest thing in the world. I wanted to take him home, he's just lovely. I'd love to have a baby, I know in the next year or two its not practicle, but still doesnt stop me being broody!!

Im getting to that age where i just want want want.... Im so over the whole career thing now (not that I was ever particularly career minded but..) I know my life now is to aspire to a lovely home, and a lovely family. Is that sad? Oh how times change, I wonder if 5 years I would ever have dared to admit thats what I wanted.

To make it worse, my boyfriend who earns twice as much as me jumped onto the bangwagon this weekend and two days later he's viewing a flat....  talk about stealing ones thunder...

so its all put me off a bit.  sick of never going out cause im 'saving' money too....  so maybe i need to take a couple of weeks off the search i think....