Im having a bit of a dull day... I love my job for the most part, but this year seems to be quiet work wise and crazy as this may sound, I hate being sat here everyday with nothing much to do. I like to be busy and I like to get stuck into things.. This year just doesn't seem to have taken off and its dragging me down.

Heres the thing, last year I was offered a job, which I accepted but then last minute didn't take.. for many reasons, but mostly cause I was happy where I was and thought why change a good thing. Dont get me wrong, Im not regretting my decision, if they offered me that other job again I still wouldn't take it, but it makes me feel like I cant say anything, I cant have a good moan about how bored I am.. because well, I brought it upon myself didn't I.

I think this is why I get so frustrated about all the other things I want to be doing outside of work, I could fill my day with a million and one things, better than sitting at work and pretending to look busy you know... What I wouldn't give now, to just leave the office and go wander around the V&A... I could come back in a couple of hours and still get all my work done.

I hate to moan, but I figure I can on here! Kind of the point...