Ive started writing this blog, because a couple of weeks ago, I had this insane idea that I could write a book.  Seriously I really started writing, just churning things out.. about my thoughts, generally on my friends and life experiences and then I realised I was actually just writing a blog, cause really it was all just rubbish when read as a continuous thread.  Ive been like this, since I once decided I wanted to be a doctor in a casulaty department, eventhough I didn't like blood, and then when I grew up a bit, I wanted to be a physiotherapist, cause there was less blood.  Finally I went and actually got some work experience and realised I didn't like bones either... Im a bit flakey you see.. I like to start things, and then, Im not much of a finisher.
 

Ive have a need, which Im desperate to fullfill, but Im not quite sure what it is. Its strange, its like im constantly striving to learn something, or gain knowledge yet I cant quite motivate myself to get stuck into anything.  I search around for things, write constant lists of things I should be looking at and researching... Ive been doing this since December.  Its now April..So far Ive started nothing...
Actually thats not entirely true, Ive made steps towards starting an online course, Im just waiting for people to send me information....
I feel like theres not enough hours in the day, you see I desperately need me time at home.  Where Im doing nothing but sitting in front of a DVD with a large bag of chili doritos.  If Ive spent all weekend going to one museum and then another place for dinner, I feel like I haven't stopped and them Im exchausted.  Ive come to the conclusion that the only way I can have the rounded culture rich life that I'd like, is to not work.

I guess thats what everyone thinks.

I day dream about what fun it would be to live in an episode of Sex and the City.. really, I'd love to be Carrie, shopping for shoes, lunching with the girls, and then going home to tap away on my laptop writing my witty column.  I could be Carrie definately... just a LOT less neurotic!

Im not quite sure of the ettiquet on here, quite how long Im supposed to be writing... quite how open I should be... I know no one will read this, or ever know who I am... but Im still intrigued...
Anyway.. that was a little bit about me...  dont I sound like fun so far!!